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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 07:13:24 GMT

it's hard it's so hard. having a friend get into a relationship that isn't supposed to be. the girl is terrible. and i am going to try to attempt to help him make some sense of this. she is stupid, uncultured, disgusting, cheap, boring, ugly, horribly person in general. I have to help him, him being my best friend.

I need to put this into words because screaming to the heavens will just awaken the sister and the neighbors. so i am back to xanga, because i know it's safe and no one reads mine anyway. so i can say whatever i want about anyone now, no one will contradict me, no one will agree or disagree, it's just me and my world now. only on here.

this makes me sort of happy because i dont feel like having a physical diary. too much effort and commitment. and this shit isnt at all. it's easy.

i am going to talk to him today when the two of us go shopping for new year's presents. i am going to talk to him and and i just hope it goes well.

i thought of saying some of the following lines. they wont make sense because it's jumbled thoughts that i willl try to put together:

now, before i say anything, i need you to understand two things, i am your friend, and you are my friend, and i dont mean to insult you or do you any sort of harm, second, i am not asking or telling or begging you to do anything, because i know it's your decision, and finally, this is only my opinion, you dont have to share it. We have been friends for several years now, and you are one of the closest if not the closest friends i have . and being friends for this time, i started understanding more about what kind of people you like and dont like, i have to ask you. are you happy? are you happy with her? i mean, if you told me that you are just with her for the sake of trying out what it is like having a gf because this is your first relationship, i would be ok with that entirely. go ahead and enjoy. but if you tell me, that you like her for who she is, then obviously i dont know you that well as a person, and all my opinions have been wrong about your tastes. vas, edna, yan, they all agree. they all agree that it is wrong, that this is the wrong girl for you. maybe, somewhere inside you, you agree with me, you probably dont on the outside, but you can probably feel it that it's just not someone you want and like. look at her, she is dumb and boring, not that i have made good decisions with some of my gfs but nothing like this. what happened to when you were giving me your opinion about girls? i agreed with you because we had the same view. what about now? do you actually like her? if you do, how can that be possible? she is the complete opposite of you, you are smart, you are a good person. she isnt any of that. you have to understand that your entire circle of friends think the same thing. even people from the outside who know her think the same thing. now, you can use her for sex, thats fine, do that to your heart's content. but having a strong relationship,. . i just dont want you to get hurt. thats all. dont get too attached to her. dont let her control you.

well thats about it. i mean, i will try to do my best. it' sgoing to be hard certainly but it's worth it. it definitely is worth it.

good bye for now. i have a headache so i am gonna sleep. shit. it's already 313 and i just walked the dog. i need the fucking energy for tomorrow. goodbye xanga.

mood : apathetic .. . hahaha yeah fucking right!!

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 00:59:56 GMT

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 03:40:24 GMT

yooo.

2 things,

I got a ticket to go see Kissin play at carnegie hall yesterday. It was insane. Very good concert, The guy is a machine though. If you are a musician, you know what i mean.

second, Fcuk xanga. GET A MYSPACE YOU LOSERS.

DIMA....OUT!!!

peace

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 00:01:19 GMT

not much for xanga anymoe. myspace it my new home so to speak.

not a lot in terms of school except that my report card was crap.

in music its all moving along. getting better, gave two really good performances this weekend, going to Germany for a festival in the beginning of September for 2 weeks so i will miss school which is good.

Monday, April 04, 2005

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 23:59:27 GMT

not much for xanga anymoe. myspace is my new home so to speak.

not a lot in terms of school except that my report card was crap.

Friday, March 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 05:14:57 GMT

Not much has been going on lately. Just school and crap.

Playing the Barcarolle tomorrow or rather today at Steinway Hall at the winner's recital of last summer's LI competition. Jocelyn is also going to play.

I went to see Be Cool and I want to recommend it to everyone. That movie is off the hook funny. Vince Vaughn is hysterical.

I cant wait till a few movies come out. Star Wars Episode III in May. Sin City in May i think. Also other good movies: House of Wax, Amityville Horror, Ring 2 and War of the Worlds.

Hit back. Peace

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 02:28:44 GMT

well, its over with christina forever this time. I am not going back to dating her ever again. I cant deal with her anymore. Its over and i just want to scream because of freedom.

Time to move on.

Reset.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 16:08:47 GMT

oh man. its been a while. Joanna is not gonna be happy when she comes back. Or at least I think she wont.

Christina and I are back together, This time it will last a lot longer. I love her very much.

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 02:21:05 GMT

Joanna is going to the Dominican Republic. When she comes back, ill see what happens with us.

36 days left.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 01:26:23 GMT

yeah, i am abstaining along with no masturbation. so no sexual activity whatsoever.

37 more days